Well....Life sucks....I'm not even supposed to be online right now. I'm restricted until the 10TH NOW!!! Instead of the 9th because my damned dad gave me another day for something i totaly DIDN"T do. I'm not telling why i'm restricted because (1) i just dont feel like it and(2) my sister probably told most of you. or someone else...becuase some people just cant keep their mouth shut sometimes.


And to Rara inparticular, I'm sorry for doing what i did and i'm stoping right now. I love you and i hope you know that. It was a stupid thing to do, and now i've stoped. I will always love, even after im dead. And when that day comes, I want you to keep living a long and happy life. I dont want you to morne over me, or atleast not for long. You have alot of potential and i personally want you to use it to the fullest. You are a beautifull girl and a inteligent woman. Live long and be happy.

And that's about all she wrote...hopefully (if everything goes as planned) i'll be able to get online again by the 11th. I'll se ya later...

Oh...and it's raining up here. It's sad, deppressing, and beautiful. And i LOVE IT!!! I love those three things soooo much. well...when combined i do....i just like the first two when they're alone...wow...i really do have problems...lol.

Well...I think THAT"S about it...

Love you all x10

Love the rain x5....

later